A Post That May or May Not Be My First

So I guess, with my hair tied unwillingly in a stubborn (and slightly unfortunate looking, if i might add) side pony tail--high on my head, I make my first post. I accredit my curiosity towards tumblr to a couple of friends who also have one, so I suppose I will set out tumbling on my internet blogging adventure. Lets us just see what happens. Here's about where I would ask "what's the worst that could happen?" but seeing as I intend on being honest here...we'll just see.


I'm still trying to figure out how everything on here works (follow the tutorials? Not my style. Too much like right.), so bear with me (or rather bare with me--see what I did there?). Hopefully my posts will get prettier and more exciting with time and practice, and with the onset of school--assuming that I have time to post what with homework, work-work, friends, roommates, the boyfriend, applications, breathing, etc. You know, the usual.


I'm torn as far as going back to school, though... It'll be a change of pace for sure. I'll finally have some sort of structure to my day--which I've found that I need in order to function (Apparently I thrive in organized chaos, who knew?). I'll meet new people, meet-up with old people, my classes are relatively interesting so far as I can guess as of now, and I'll be earning money again which is far more than needed at this point.


On the other hand, I can already feel the fatigue creeping up on me from everything. I'm planning on taking more hours at work, which with my schedule being what it is (a very important class to my field of study, a history class--history not exactly being my forte, and two classes that appear to be narcolepsy inducing. not easy, just really really boring. But hey, at least there's no math!), may prove to once again challenge my superhuman abilities. Plus regular day to day chores. Plus out-of-town friends and in-town friends. Plus finding the time to bathe and dress myself attractively...lets just say I have no doubt in my mind that this semester, getting into a rhythm and keeping it, is going to be tough. Not to mention that both of my supervisors at work from last year will be gone by the time I start... Can you say wtf am I doing, why is everything different, who am I supposed to ask, and who are you people?!? because that's what I'll be saying come August 28th, my new move-in date.


I hope I can balance all of this. I haven't been doing too hot with balancing lately. I need unlimited time, or the ability to be in more than one place at a time with one mind and enjoy everything completely. Also, I need a car. not that its related, but it would solve a lot of my problems--which I wont get into now.


Ok, now seems like a good time to quit while I'm ahead.


-KT